Live Action Fullmetal Alchemist?

Lol no jk.

But srsly. Supernatural! The relationship that Dean and Sam share as brothers, just, ugh! If FMA weren't an anime, it'd be SPN. Seriously. I just love Dean and Sam's brotherly love so much.

So, um, now for my real reason for making this journal. First of all, if you don't watch Supernatural, I highly recommend it. It's fantastic. I finished season 5 last night, and HOLY CRAP, my poor feels! My heart hurts. No, you don't understand. It physically aches. I just, this show has officially reached a Doctor Who level of emotional hurt. Seriously.



^I know the feel, bby.

Any of you who know me know that I have to get my feelings out in writing when it comes to these things, so here goes. Be warned, there will be spoilers.

But DEAR GOD, this freaking show! The last few minutes of the finale, I just, my heart will never be okay again! I don't know which got me more; the way Dean sits there and takes being pounded to death by Lucifer just to avoid leaving Sam alone; or the way looking into the Impala and seeing a memory from their childhood was enough to give Sam the strength to harness the freaking DEVIL and throw himself into the lowest circle of Hell, all to protect his big brother.

"Sammy, it's okay. It's okay, I'm here. I'm here. I'm not gonna leave you. I'm not gonna leave you!"
"It's okay, Dean. It's gonna be okay. I've got him."


And my god, the look Dean and Sam exchange before Sam jumps into the pit! He looked so scared, my poor baby... but he was willing to do it to stop Lucifer, and more importantly, to keep from hurting Dean anymore.


Just, holy crap! Their love for each other in this scene is what had me broken down into a puddle of feels, crying like I haven't since Doomsday (Doctor Who season 2 finale.) Why is it that the sign of a good show is that it makes you want to curl up into a ball of emotions and never be happy again? My freaking feels right now.


I love this show.

I don't even know. I can't even gather my thoughts in a coherent manner right now. My poor emotions! They made it seem like the show was going to be over at that point, which terrified me for a minute.

But there it is. There's my emotional wordvomit. My god, I love this show so much. Watch it, seriously. That is all.

P.S. I love all the characters, but Dean is my baby.